Now That I Have Become a Woman, I Am a Vtuber - Chapter 69

Sitting quietly and watching the conversation between Seo Eunha and her manager, I feel like I can somewhat grasp what kind of person she is.

“So, I think I made the right choice back then, and um… yes, the thing is, VTubers started in Japan, right? In the beginning, a woman called herself a virtual idol, and that defined it…”

Can you believe that the chatty girl now is the same person who was mumbling shyly just a moment ago? Yes, she was just a timid otaku.

Someone who, lacking social experience, usually shrinks back but when the topic shifts to something she knows, she bursts forth with knowledge like a broken faucet.

She’s just your typical otaku.

I let out a sigh internally and just munched on the snacks on the table. I have a lot of questions I want to ask too, but, rather, I think I would connect better with her than anyone else—

However, having already caused a scene during my earlier meeting with Habin, I stayed silent.

Still, I was itching to ask one thing in particular, so I was gauging my chance.

“I see… I understand your passion. So, what kind of broadcasts are you aiming for after you pass?”

“Well, the thing is, I’m quite timid and have trouble expressing my opinions.”

Yeah, I figured that out without you saying it.

But what kind of broadcasts is she planning that she starts with such a preamble?

“Maybe that’s why I want to show my true self honestly when I stream.”

That mindset is good. After all, hiding things will ultimately reveal them anyway. It might be better to show everything from the start and build a concrete audience that will appreciate her for who she is.

Nodding in agreement with Seo Eunha’s opinion, I noticed she hesitated for a moment before adding, “…like Miro-nim.”

Huh? Who’s that?

“Ah, like Miro-nim…”

“Yes, she’s my idol. Actually, I decided to apply for the second generation after seeing Miro-nim. The way she radiates confidence and honesty while being loved is just so…”

Wait a minute.

I want to shut my ears.

Could you keep it down since the real Miro-nim is right here?

Hearing my own praises spoken so candidly is making me feel quite embarrassed.

“Ah, well… Miro-nim is indeed honest.”

The manager next to me also seemed a bit flustered by Seo Eunha’s words. However, from what I’ve observed, once Seo Eunha changes the topic, she seems oblivious to the gazes around her.

“That confidence-driven honesty is the best, you know? Plus, her voice is really good. She sings well and manages her viewers well. While I was working hard to become a VTuber, I did a lot of research, and I really think Miro-nim is great at handling her audience. I didn’t notice it while being handled, but thinking about it from the perspective of a broadcaster… it’s really impressive.”

I get it. I get it.

But could you stop now?

My face might be turning red.

“Ah! Do you manage Miro-nim too, Director?”

At that moment, Seo Eun-ha asked her manager a question in a bright voice I had never heard before.  

“Well… for starters, I manage all the first-generation members.”  

“Then… what is Miro-nim like in private? Is she the same as on the broadcast?”  

Wait, she’s asking such a question right next to me?  

For a moment, the manager and I locked eyes.  

We both exchanged quick glances before our gazes met.  

And in that fleeting moment,  

I conveyed my thoughts through my eyes.  

Speak well.  

I should speak clearly since such a fond junior is asking.  

But it would have worked in the past; the manager has long since become accustomed to me.  

This isn’t someone I can communicate with through a gaze.  

“Hmm… well, she is quite the same.”  

“Really?”  

“She’s bold and rambles nonsense.”  

“Excuse me?”  

No, no, what are you saying?  

Look at that flustered expression on Seo Eunha’s face; I can’t let her childlike innocence be shattered like this.  

“Director, you’re going a bit too far.”  

I had no choice but to intervene.  

Not for my sake, but for the girl’s innocence.  

“But who is this person…”  

Thinking about it, she might know the manager but not who I am.  

So I should introduce myself.  

“Oh, I’m the manager in charge of Miro-nim right now.”  

“What?”  

“This person is the director who oversees everything, and I manage Miro-nim’s overall schedule one-on-one.”  

“Is that really true?!”  

“Yes, I know all about Miro-nim’s schedule.”  

There’s a slight exaggeration, but given the truth ratio, it’s fair enough to call it true.  

“Oh…”  

“The director was joking, but Miro-nim is a bit different in private.”  

“Oh, is she different?”  

“Yes, she’s a bit more refined and considerate.”  

“Wow… really?”  

“Of course, it’s not that her on-screen persona is a lie, but I’d say she’s a more gentle person.”  

As I said this with a smile, her face turned red and she looked away.  

Yeah, yeah, that beauty is seriously powerful.  

And that power will definitely come across as persuasive to someone lacking social experience.  

“Do you have any more questions about Miro-nim? If so, I’ll let you know.”  

Originally, I was going to ask which first-generation member she liked the most, but that question became unnecessary.  

Anyone could see that this girl had Mironim as her favorite.  

Feel free to ask anything; I’ll give you a bit of fan service.  

“Really?”  

“Of course. Ask me anything.”  

“Can I really ask anything?”  

I was ready to answer anything, but now that she’s asked so earnestly, it feels a bit intimidating.  

What on earth is she hesitating to ask?  

“Um, just go ahead. If it’s something I can answer, I’ll let you know.”  

“Uh, then, could it be….”  

Could it be?  

“Mi-Miro-nim doesn’t have a boyfriend, right?”  

As soon as I heard that question, an alarm went off in my mind.  

Ah.  

This girl, no, this woman is dangerous.  

“Um… I believe she doesn’t.”  

I forced myself to maintain a poker face, and Seo Eunha’s expression brightened.  

“Right? Is it really true?”  

“Yes, she probably has no experience.”  

“Ah… I see…”  

Why are you so relieved? This is seriously getting scary.  

Is it too late to leave? The manager can handle the rest of the interview, right?  

As a senior from the first generation, I have no questions to ask at all.  

I just came here to break out in a cold sweat.  

I’m already frightened by the second-generation members.  

One, because I’ve sinned.  

The other, just because it’s scary.  

Did the manager sitting next to me pick up on my unease?  

When I turned my head slightly, our eyes met, and the manager nodded.  

Right, that’s a sign that I can leave now, isn’t it?  

“Oh, has the time passed already….”  

I averted my gaze from the promising yet terrifying junior who was looking at me regretfully and left the reception room.  

That was quite exhausting. I shouldn’t come to such things again.  

And I definitely shouldn’t mention today’s events on the broadcast.  

The manager said it would make a good topic later, but…  

I doubt I’ll ever talk about this on air.  

I’m not going to use this as material.  

I need to forget about it………  

With those complicated feelings, I headed to Hyunsoo’s studio after a long time.  

Come to think of it, he’s been appearing on broadcasts often since the last album came out, but is he not working on a new album?  

Of course, if he asks for a feature again, I won’t have the confidence to do it.  

Now that I have a name to uphold, he’ll probably use other professional singers instead of me.  

And now that I can play full songs on guitar, shouldn’t I consider busking somewhere?  

I can’t forget the experience from that time I performed.  

I want to do it again, no matter when.  

If all else fails, maybe I’ll try to gather the members from the Heavenly Project?  

If we do a live band performance as a collaboration content… that could be surprisingly good!  

It would be hard for it to get a bad reaction.  

No matter when, I’ll have to suggest it later.  

As I thought about the content I’d be doing like a professional broadcaster, I found myself right in front of Hyunsoo’s studio before I knew it.  

Good, there aren’t many people on the street today.  

If there had been any filming going on, whether for a variety show or something else, I would have thought about leaving right away, but it turned out well.  

With a gift I had bought earlier in one hand, I entered the building of Hyunsoo’s studio to make a surprise appearance.  

I can hear the noise even in the corridor leading down to the basement.  

It sounds lively, so something fun must be happening.  

What could it be?  

I’m getting curious.  

In terms of atmosphere, Miro can’t be left out.  

As I opened the door and stepped inside, I saw familiar faces.  

Both Hyunsoo and Ahyoung were there, along with Kanghyuk and other band members.  

What a surprise, everyone is here!  

And there’s an unfamiliar man among them, smiling.  

Who is he?  

He seems unusual. His presence is striking.  

Since he doesn’t seem to be overshadowed by Hyunsoo, he must be a celebrity or something.  

Given his flashy appearance, he could be an idol.  

Well, anyway, I opened the door.  

All eyes turned toward me one by one.  

Um…  

It feels a bit overwhelming with everyone looking at me. More importantly, what should I say first?  

“Um… are you a friend of Hyunsoo?”  

At that moment, the unfamiliar man I just saw asked me a question while looking my way. After a moment of thought, I opened my mouth.  

“I’m Hyunsoo’s sister.”  

“Oh.”  

The unfamiliar man’s mouth slightly dropped open.  

“Don’t believe him.”  

Of course, Kanghyuk’s immediate reply made it snap shut again.