Please Do Your Debauchery After You Die - Chapter 96

Episode 96: Overcoming Trauma

Seoa Broadcast was a relatively famous Buttugi during the early days of the 720p incident.

It was rumored that she roamed around without discrimination in the virtual space, tasting everything.

Thus, there were many streams that had passionate fans.

Listing Hakkoh virtual streamers one by one could become tiresome, but if we consider fame, perhaps Se Dalkom, Choi Eun-bin, and Hiyorii would come to mind?

The reason Seoa Broadcast decided on her main base was simple.

It was obvious to anyone that Seoa was exceptional.

Her proficiency was unbelievable for a broadcasting beginner.

This is what one might call “talent,” isn’t it?

Moreover, she had many strengths beyond just broadcasting.

Singing, dancing, gaming… she was truly deserving of the label “multitalented.”

“Honestly, this alone is amazing.”

Seoa had the qualities of a superstar.

The first virtual concert on Pangea TV showcased during the third phase of the Ugaidol Audition.

She confidently stood up to Buck Minam Park Bong-sik at MCK.

This was a path that ordinary virtual streamers could never show.

“Furthermore, it didn’t end there. She took the initiative to form a crew.”

Initially, there was disappointment.

There were so many great candidates, and it seemed like she had gathered less notable Hakkohs.

But now, the perspective had changed.

Out of a sense of duty, she had visited a broadcast a few times, thinking of it as a crew like her beloved Oshi.

And she realized.

The talents and charms of the crew members Seoa had gathered.

It wasn’t that she lacked discernment.

Moreover, watching her lead her crew showed she even had leadership skills.

Even with two members older than her, she led them with ease.

“That’s why I made her my main base. She will surely continue to succeed.”

No one wishes for the team they support to lose in a game.

In that sense, Seoa was the best option to be satisfied with.

Keep your eyes wide open and look around you.

Right now, how many virtual streamers on Pangea TV are doing better than Seoa?

Having overcome the disappointment of last month, isn’t she now ranked first in Candy sponsorship among virtual streamers this month?

This aspect was also greatly appealing to Seoa Broadcast.

If you’re going to be a passionate fan, it’s better to be under a famous streamer than someone obscure that no one knows.

“Wow. Seoa-nim is the vice president now,” was the feeling.

“Ugh. Honestly, that’s a bit disappointing.”

From the perspective of a fan who craves attention, it’s naturally more desirable to have the title of chairman rather than vice president.

But no matter how you look at it, the opponent was formidable.

Just look at the reverse fan lists or Bangsel collections.

So for now, she decided to hold her ground without overextending herself.

After all, it could happen that one day the chairman might change their mind and disappear suddenly.

When that day comes, she can walk around with her head held high.

“Yeah. I was dreaming of that little happiness, but why is this all of a sudden!”

Seoa Broadcast looked at her monitor with a deeply furrowed brow.

Today was Seoa’s official break day.

So she had no expectations, but after seeing the notice Lucy posted yesterday, she had a glimmer of hope.

They live close, and since their meeting time was during lunch, she thought maybe they’d have an offline collaboration?

Such surprise events truly please fans.

Seoa Broadcast couldn’t hide her anticipation as she awaited lunchtime.

But lo and behold, just on time, Seoa’s notice was posted.

Just as she was about to smile at this rare fortune, her mood sank after reading the notice’s content.

“How can this be? What in the world!”

The brief notice stated that she had met with Lucy and would briefly turn on mobile broadcasting later.

Seoa Broadcast’s eyes were fixated on the words “mobile broadcasting.”

What is mobile broadcasting?

It refers to streamers using their phones to broadcast outdoors, a primary means for outdoor streaming.

In other words, it indicated that she would be doing a red pill broadcast, not a virtual one.

Seoa Broadcast felt a deep sense of betrayal.

“How can Seoa do a red pill broadcast?”

Seoa Broadcast had been deeply hurt while watching human streamers in the past.

She had even stopped watching streams for a while.

Then one day, she came across a Kirinuki video about overseas VTubers on YouTube.

Perhaps due to her love of animation, there was no sense of aversion.

No, rather she became interested.

So for some time, she went to watch streams of overseas famous VTubers.

But she felt the language barrier strongly.

Afterward, she turned her gaze back to the domestic scene, watching virtual broadcasts on LebitTV, and eventually heard the rumors of the Ugaidol Audition, which led her to Pangea TV.

With such a backstory, Seoa Broadcast became someone who could no longer find satisfaction unless it was a virtual broadcast.

To be precise, perhaps it was due to the wounds inflicted by the past human streamer’s broadcasts?

Out of instinctive aversion, she didn’t even reach for those kinds of broadcasts.

But Seoa doing a red pill broadcast?

Seoa Broadcast was in agony, holding her head.

The virtual character of Seoa formed in her mind felt like it was continuously being undermined.

An ordinary person might laugh and say, “This obsessive fan is really taking it too far,” but Seoa Broadcast was very serious.

That’s how trauma works.

What seems trivial to others can be a very serious issue for oneself.

“If I actually see the red pill, I’ll think of it every time I broadcast in the future!”

She might even see the red pill overlapping with Seoa’s virtual avatar.

If that truly happens, Seoa Broadcast wouldn’t have the confidence to keep watching broadcasts going forward.

But fate is a cruel thing.

Without regard for Seoa Broadcast’s feelings, the mobile broadcast started.

Someone might suggest a solution to the current situation.

So they might think that if she doesn’t watch today’s broadcast, isn’t that the solution?

Sadly, that solution was wrong, overlooking human nature.

Wasn’t it natural for Adam and Eve to reach out for the forbidden fruit?

The innate human desire to crave what is forbidden.

While rejecting the red pill, Seoa Broadcast found herself thinking that way.

No, it’s a bit much to think that everyone else is watching but I’m not.

It is unbearable to know something that everyone is aware of, but oneself remains oblivious.

It would feel like being discriminated against in reverse.

Ultimately, Seoa Broadcast connected to the mobile broadcast, trembling fingers moving the mouse to a still black screen without anything displayed.

-Open the door, open the door, open the door!

-Is she turning on the cam and ditching the virtual, huh?

-Seoa is a famous female streamer on Pangea TV.

-Hahaha, wow, it’s just a black screen mobile broadcast, but the viewer count is three times higher than usual. Is this real?

The viewer count displaying the honest desires of men.

Seoa Broadcast stared blankly between the screen and the chat room.

Then, beyond the black screen, a familiar voice came through.

“Seoha, Seoha. Hello! It might sound a bit quiet, but please understand. Honestly, it’s a little embarrassing doing this outside. Hehe!”

The dissonance from the absence of her virtual avatar.

However, the broadcast continued unabated, not concerning itself with Seoa Broadcast’s situation.

The next segment was Lucy’s greeting, who had lunch together.

“Hello, I’m Lucy. Today, I had a delicious lunch with Seoa.”

“Huh!”

The moment Lucy’s voice passed by, the black screen disappeared, and the vivid surroundings were reflected.

Seoa Broadcast was taken aback and inhaled sharply.

After blinking several times, she began to grasp the situation properly.

In a corner of the café.

First, the modern interior decorations and wall were visible, followed by the direction of the entrance and the table they were sitting at.

“Uh, uh?”

Before Seoa Broadcast could calm her surprised heart, she was startled again.

The camera panned across the table, and subtle glimpses of a woman’s pants and shoes sitting across from her appeared on the screen.

Could it be…is that Seoa?

-Seriously, let’s reveal the red pill!

-Omg, just by seeing her legs, I’m convinced she’s beautiful.

-Nah~ if she were pretty, she would’ve already shown her face in a cam broadcast.

“Everyone, this is just a light mobile broadcast, and I’m here to communicate with fans, okay? I have no plans to reveal my face, so I apologize to those who were expecting that. Those people can leave now.”

-What? Am I being deceived in broad daylight? I was only angry about the lower half, but now I feel angry about the upper half too.

[EyeTalks has been forcibly expelled.]

-Honestly, seeing her do a virtual broadcast without revealing her cam makes me think her face must be ugly, right? Confirm?

[HatersAreExecutioner has been forcibly expelled.]

After malicious trolls were swiftly dealt with by the manager, the chat room normalized as usual.

Only then did Seoa Broadcast find a sense of psychological stability.

Seoa, I believed in you!

You are going to be a true virtual without turning on the cam.

She had been thinking of supporting with Candy sponsorship, but then…

“Uh, uh? My hand slipped…!”

With an awkward tone like reading from a workbook, the screen jolted suddenly.

What was finally shown in the steadied screen was a pair of long legs, a black skirt, and an angle capturing the ivory sweater draping her upper body.

“…!”

In that moment, Seoa Broadcast received an immense shock.

Thanks to the skin-toned sweater, the grandeur became even more pronounced.

Moreover, Seoa was leaning forward with her upper body.

In other words, her chest was resting on the table, display a shocking presence.

“Eep! Oops! But my face didn’t show, so it’s all good, right?”

-Omg, I love you, Seoa. Please marry me!

-Faker mid-match possible.

-Mom, I want to be reborn as that table!

-After seeing that scene, my son’s been extremely angry. You need to take responsibility.

[BackAndForth has been banned for 10 minutes.]

Ignoring the uproar in the chat room, Seoa Broadcast sat there in a daze, staring at the screen while continuously replaying the previous scene in her head.

And a moment later.

“Maybe I…might actually like half-cam?”

The instinct of a man took precedence over the trauma.