Since I Became a Woman, I’ll Do Cosplay - Chapter 90
It is often said that people who are groped usually have some awareness of it.
Isn’t that right?
Frankly speaking, if someone is groped and they don’t feel it, either it’s not groping or it’s being done to an inanimate object like a tree or a rock.
Anyway…
‘Provocative, isn’t it?’
Hayoon was very much aware that Arin’s hand, which had been subtly slipped under the blanket, was exploring her thigh.
Clearly, Arin had the intention to grope her.
Of course, from Arin’s perspective, it was all part of their game…
But how else would you describe secretly touching someone’s thigh unless you call it what it is – groping?
Hayoon, thanks to Hong Seohyun, and Arin, thanks to those two, had come to believe that this twisted concept was acceptable.
‘Hmm, this feeling?’
Hayoon quietly observed what Arin would do.
She planned to intervene only when the right moment came.
Having been through similar situations with Hong Seohyun several times, she was now familiar with retaliating.
In fact, it went beyond just retaliation…
‘I should properly show her.’
She wanted to make it clear that she had the upper hand.
“Why is it that everyone around me seems desperate to touch me? Don’t you think so, Unnie?”
“Eh, eh…?”
“Both you and the seniors have started subtly feeling me, thinking that I won’t notice.”
Still, she allowed Arin’s advances momentarily as a token of appreciation.
If it were only Hong Seohyun doing this, she might have thought it was just Hong Seohyun being peculiar…
“Rather, what about doing it openly? I will too.”
“T, that…”
“To be honest, I’ve gained confidence now. I’ve ‘understood’ how much skinship is allowed between women.”
Seeing Arin act this way gave Hayoon confidence.
Ah, women were definitely different from men.
There was something called friendly skinship among friends, and the level of intimacy had seemingly no boundaries.
She had come to realize that.
It is different to say, “Is it okay to do this?” versus “It’s okay to do this.”
Through Hong Seohyun, Hayoon had pondered whether it was okay, and through Arin’s touch, she gained the certainty that she could.
“Just use your strength. If you want to touch me, do it confidently.”
“T, that…”
In contrast, Arin lacked confidence.
It wasn’t clear what remedy she was taking, but watching Hayoon’s chest grow differently each day made her want to touch it at least once.
However, this wasn’t the feeling she expected.
This wasn’t politely asking for permission either, and it was closer to forcing a touch, wasn’t it?
Moreover, this coercive atmosphere gave Arin a sense of trembling and submission.
“Here.”
With a brief word, Hayoon slightly bent her hand, which was on top of Arin’s.
Then, a softness was felt.
Underwear could be seen through the thin white tube top, and Hayoon’s raised bosom, concealed within its fibers, was felt.
Honesty, it was mesmerizing.
For Arin, touching another woman’s chest was also a first.
“How is it? Do you like it?”
“T, that’s well….”
“Then try touching again. This time, do it yourself.”
“Eh…?”
“This is something I forced you into, isn’t it? Hence, perhaps you didn’t enjoy it as much.”
“T, oh…?”
Instinctively, Arin checked Hayoon’s reaction.
She wasn’t quite sure why.
However, she could perceive an aura from Hayoon, as though it could devour even another woman.
Thus…
“Ahh…”
Impelled by that oppressive tone, the faint desire harbored from before to touch Hayoon’s chest, and the strange atmosphere of the moment…
“Waah…”
Arin’s trembling hand reached for Hayoon’s other breast.
The sensation was similar.
Considering she wasn’t wearing underwear on only one side, it shouldn’t have been different.
Yet, for some reason, Arin felt an inexplicable tingling sensation.
That feeling was doubtlessly a sense of betrayal.
Half-forced, she had touched the chest of her junior in school and now had reached the stage of initiating it on her own.
And she was satisfied with the touch.
The fact of her satisfaction gave Arin a sense of betrayal, and that sense of betrayal provided her with satisfaction again.
“Ahh…”
Realizing the cycle of this principle, Arin hung her head and lowered her two hands that had been holding Hayoon’s chest.
She had concluded this was inappropriate.
“Are we done?”
“Huh?”
However, Hayoon did not think so at all.
There had been two women touching her while she remained still.
In such cases, it was only right to reciprocate.
“Mom!”
The moment she lowered her head, taking advantage of Arin’s lack of focus, she turned her body, positioning her buttocks upward while pressing her chest against the bed mattress.
Then, like covering with a blanket, she pressed close.
Hayoon’s chest touched Arin’s back, and Hayoon’s hand delved through the opening between Arin’s nightgown buttons, clutching her through the t-shirt.
“Hm… pervert.”
“B, but I’m not a pervert…this is just… home…”
“Between women, if you touch others, you let them touch you, right? But you were ready to touch me without reciprocating…”
“Originally, women don’t do this sort of thing!”
“Lie. Senior Hong did the same to me?”
“A, ah, I was just watching what you two were doing…”
“Ye, yes.”
With the t-shirt on, Hayoon grabbed Arin’s heart.
Due to the smooth texture of the undershirt acting as underwear and to prevent Arin from resisting, she held her waist with the other hand.
Then, by pressing down on Arin’s lower back, she immobilized her, making escape impossible, and thus continued with her harassment.
‘Uh…’
As she continued, she could feel Arin’s chest stiffening.
‘Is it alright to keep going…?’
At this point, Hayoon was also slightly bewildered.
If she took one more step here, wouldn’t it become ‘that’?
Though with the motto of giving back what she received, it felt as though she was giving back more than she had received, so she decided to withdraw her hands.
“Ha-aah…”
Startled by the echoing sound in the small room on top of the bed, Hayoon quickly pulled back her hands and released the pressure she had on Arin.
And Arin…
“…”
Silently stood up briefly, then…
“Sorry, A-e…”
Knelt down and buried her face between Hayoon’s thighs under her skirt, beginning to cry.
“H, I won’t touch you recklessly, so please, don’t do this…”
The sobbing voice.
A plea not to do such things anymore if she wouldn’t do it again.
Clearly, it would be normal to think that one should stop if the other pleads so pitifully.
‘Why, I like it…’
For some reason, Hayoon felt a sense of conquest and accomplishment from the pitifully pleading Arin.
Wouldn’t it be possible to get her to do anything if she pushed a little further?
Such odd certainty was an added bonus.
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Though it was strange, it was unreasonable to press someone who was crying and repeatedly saying “I’m sorry” and pleading her to stop.
She consoled Arin, who kept apologizing, by hugging her tightly and patting her back to comfort her.
However, ironically…
‘Wouldn’t it be better to try buttocks next time? It seems like it would cause less resistance than the chest.’
Hayoon was already planning for next time in her mind.
After all, seeing Arin react so strongly like this, it would be unwise to attempt another soon.
Wouldn’t it be better to slowly break her down over time?
Compared to someone like Hong Seohyun who would aggressively reciprocate, someone like Arin who would shrink back from even a slight provocation was far more convenient for Hayoon.
‘I should slowly turn her into someone like Hong Seohyun.’
If Hong Seohyun would touch her without a second thought, she wanted to make Arin touch her the same way.
Turning her into her exclusive beloved doll.
Such determination arose from the strong reaction earlier, which triggered her possessive desire.
“I’m sorry, it was my fault…”
While Hayoon was having such sinister thoughts.
Arin was still apologizing to her.
It was an example, she thought. A punishment for her carelessly allowing Hayoon to touch her.
That’s what she believed.
She thought that if she apologized like this and promised not to do it again, everything would settle down quietly.
“It’s okay, isn’t it, Unnie. If you keep doing this, I might get angry?”
“Hehe…”
Arin smiled as Hayoon gently pushed her body away and made eye contact, then hugged her again.
She wanted to get closer to Hayoon like Hong Seohyun did, but even without that intention, she felt their relationship was already close enough.
Arin decided to stop being greedy.
“Still going on… Are you super sensitive?”
Meanwhile, Hayoon’s heart, influenced by the two women, was swelling with greed.